Chapter 191 Can You Carry Me?
Chapter 191 Can You Carry Me?
Zhou Niantang never thought that all the grievances he had been holding back would burst out in front of Pei Shi.
She found that her emotions were always magnified in front of him.
It's sad, and it's also aggrieved.
Even though she wasn't a master at hiding her emotions, she rarely cried in front of others.
After crying, she shook off Pei Shi's hand again and ran away.
She is a free person who doesn't need to listen to anyone or get anyone's consent to do anything.
She wants to go to the beach now and must go.
When she turned around and ran, Pei Shi had already followed her quickly.
As she ran out of the garden, wondering which direction the gate was, a hand grabbed her from behind again.
Before she started to struggle, Pei Shi spoke up: "I'll take you to the beach."
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It takes more than an hour to get to the beach in City A from the hospital.
When they finally arrived at the beach, the sunrise had just passed.
It was already bright outside, and although there was a sea breeze, it wasn't too cold under the warm sunshine.
In addition to the sweater jacket Zhou Niantang was wearing, he was also wrapped in Pei Shi's suit jacket.
She walked on the beach in slippers, occasionally looking back to look at the footprints she had made on the beach.
She didn't let Pei Shi follow her, she just wanted to walk around like this by herself.
After walking for a long time, she found that her mood was not much better.
A short escape couldn't really make her forget her worries, the people and things she had to take care of.
And the beach wasn't as beautiful as she thought.
She remembered a post she had seen online before, which said that when you are troubled, go to the beach and it will heal everything.
She thought that when she got back she would look for that post and reply, depending on the person.
She deliberately didn't bring her cell phone with her, but left a note on her pillow.
She thought that if she didn't bring her cell phone and no one could contact her, she could really distance herself from the world for a short period of time.
But the fact is that it can't.
The things that matter to her never seem to be resolved.
Not only because of the pain and inner torture Zhou Yunqi endured, but also the pressure of working hard all year round.
And what she thought of recently was that this was also very unfair to Pei Shi.
It was obvious that he never had the time to do anything in his life. As a teenager, at such a sensitive age, he was often suppressed.
She remembered that the original book said he was the top scorer in the college entrance examination, and that he obtained patents for several of his designs while in college, and had successfully started his own business before graduation.
A Pei Shi like that must be full of vigor and vitality.
But now, he has suffered too much in his youth, and those sufferings are not only physical, but the mental oppression is also destroying his self-esteem.
So after he gained the upper hand, he immediately began to retaliate against Zhou Yunqi.
The dog system didn't show her many scenes. The first scene was Zhou Yunqi saying that Pei Shi was an orphan, and then Pei Shi looked at her expressionlessly.
Then Zhou Tonglin passed away, the Zhou family went bankrupt, and Zhou Yunqi fled abroad.
In reality, Zhou Yunqi really hated Pei Shi to the core, so she had always believed that Pei Shi was such a cruel and ruthless person.
But after getting along with him for a long time, she found that how could such a person be the same as the one the system showed her?
Not to mention how he treats himself now.
She always knew that Pei Shi was very good to Yun Zhi and Xiao Qi. When he was still in the Zhou family and had nothing, he sold his designs for hundreds of thousands of yuan to pay for Xiao Qi's medical treatment.
Yunzhi said that he always encouraged her to study hard and told her not to worry about tuition fees.
Last time in City S, Qi Yue also said that Pei Shi has always been very good to his employees.
He doesn't have any weird requests. Although the work intensity is high, his welfare benefits have always been top-notch in the industry.
Although he is a big boss, he will also politely thank his subordinates and say thank you for their hard work.
He also said that the wife of an employee in their company fell ill, and Pei Shi found out about it. He then covered all the medical expenses for the employee's wife and later set up some kind of employee sickness fund.
Would Pei Shi, who is so empathetic, really bankrupt the Zhou family just because of a bad word?
She found that the Pei Shi she heard from others seemed a little bit like the Pei Shi in her dream.
The kind that is just like a normal person and can make people feel that his existence is real.
Instead of being like the god high above in the shrine, who has no human emotions, he appears to be superior to others because of his clarity of mind.
She was bewildered.
It would be nice if she had the same memories of her previous life as Zhou Yunqi.
She would not be like this, not knowing the whole picture, and because she only knew a little, she struggled and suffered over and over again.
She knew that her thoughts were dangerous.
Because she has been constantly trying to make amends for Pei Shi, she even doubts whether what Pei Shi did in Zhou Yunqi's previous life was real.
If Zhou Yunqi knew about this, she would probably ignore me for the rest of my life, right?
Now she guessed that in Zhou Yunqi's eyes, she was just a love-brained person, and a little stupid. She knew that Pei Shi was against her sister, but she was still entangled with him.
Or even worse, in Zhou Yunqi's heart, she has become a traitor.
After taking a few deep breaths, she turned and looked at a black dot standing on the seawall in the distance.
She knew that person was Pei Shi.
Her heart ached, remembering that he said he wanted to reconcile with Zhou Yunqi.
In his position, he suffered four years of unwarranted oppression and torture.
But now he said he wanted to reconcile with Zhou Yunqi, and said that because he wanted to be with her, he had to resolve this matter.
No matter how to solve it, you have to bow your head first. It took him several years to go from having nothing to becoming someone who can compete with Zhou Yunqi.
Now he says he will take the initiative to reconcile for her sake.
She could never understand why Pei Shi liked her.
When she fell into the water, he watched coldly, but not long after, he always appeared in her life, and treated her well intentionally or unintentionally.
After that, he couldn't stop. He kissed her, hugged her, and insisted on being together with her even if she refused.
This is really too divisive!
Too many thoughts were tangled in her mind, making her feel very confused and messy.
I thought about escaping for a short while to clear my mind, but now I realize that it seems to have had the opposite effect.
She is even more annoyed!
Zhou Niantang walked for a very long time. Because she didn’t have a cell phone, she didn’t know what time it was.
She only started walking towards the seawall when the sun was shining on her face and it felt a little stinging.
Pei Shi breathed a sigh of relief as he watched the figure in the distance getting closer and closer to him.
Zhou Niantang didn't let him follow her, but he never took his eyes off her. He was always afraid that she would suddenly disappear from his sight.
And then never appeared again.
When Zhou Niantang came in front of him, he saw that her fair face was slightly red from the sun and her hair was a little messy due to the sea breeze.
The mood seems to be worse than before.
He had the urge to hug her again, but he still didn't dare. He couldn't let her suffer because of him anymore.
But when he was about to follow her, Zhou Niantang suddenly turned around and said to him softly, "I'm tired, can you carry me?"
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