Chapter 151 Su Mu, will you give it to me?
Chapter 151 Su Mu, will you give it to me?
Su Mu's heart was beating fast. He stared into Chu Hanting's eyes, not daring to miss any of his expressions.
He was afraid of seeing uneasy emotions such as "suspicion, fear, and disappointment" in those eyes.
Chu Hanting could feel the slight trembling of the person he was holding, and murmured, "Is that so?"
"When were you reborn?"
"The day before I met you for the first time, I fainted and was reborn in the hospital." Su Mu didn't dare to hide anything. Now that things had come to this, it would be best to tell him everything.
He curled up in Chu Hanting's arms, put his palm gently on his chest, and asked with a hint of uneasiness: "A Ting, do you blame me?"
Chu Hanting's voice was still so gentle and steady, as if he was not shaken at all by the revelation of this outrageous truth.
"What's your fault?"
"I treated you like that before," Su Mu said quietly, his lips trembling, without any confidence, "I mean, in my previous life, I did so many things that were sorry for you."
"I did."
When Su Mu heard Chu Hanting's decisive words, he felt a sharp pain in his heart and couldn't help feeling depressed.
Yes, he is so bad. He is so blind and trusts the wrong person and hurts the wrong person.
He dug out Chu Hanting's sincerity and trampled it on the ground time and time again, and spoke nastily, how could he not blame himself!!!
It's only natural to hate yourself!
Su Mu pulled the corners of his mouth bitterly, and the light in his eyes gradually dimmed.
Chu Hanting felt Su Mu's emotions, and gently stroked the back of Su Mu's head with his big hand, giving people a very reassuring feeling.
"I blame you for being too trusting and willing to be used by others. I blame you for refusing my help by hurting yourself. I blame you for caring about the feelings of the Su family but ignoring your own safety."
"But I don't blame you for not loving me, nor do I blame you for being indifferent to me. Because I can't force you to fall in love with anyone."
He took a deep breath and continued:
"It's your choice to like someone or not. I'm not qualified to make the decision for you."
"What I feel helpless about is that even though the Su family treated you like this, you still let them hurt you in various ways and morally blackmail you into doing things that are of no benefit to you."
"What makes me sad is that I can help you out of your predicament, but you push me away time and time again, and even refuse my help and intervention, leaving me powerless even though I want to help you." When he said this, his voice choked up a little.
It seemed that this matter weighed particularly heavy on his heart.
"Of course, I can't say for sure that I don't blame you for being so cold and ruthless to me. But whether I have this emotion or not, it can't overshadow my heartache and pity for you."
"Little fool, I just want you to be safe and sound, and want to make you happy," his tone was soft but firm.
"At that time, I didn't dare to ask for too much, but now, I want your love. Su Mu, will you give it to me?" Chu Hanting asked clearly word by word, seeking an answer.
The magnetic and gentle voices were like a sharp sword that cut through the darkness, splitting the dark curtain and letting the light shine into Su Mu's world.
He had actually been feeling uneasy since his rebirth, but now that he had talked it out, the fog that had been blocking his emotional progress had finally dissipated.
In fact, he has always been cautious in his relationship, and even doubted in his heart: "Am I really worthy of Chu Hanting's love?"
At first, he couldn't figure out whether this emotion was love or guilt. But he always carried the heavy memory of his past life and pursued Chu Hanting without flinching.
Because he understood that this was a debt that he owed him.
But later, Su Mu understood that even though he hid that guilt deeply, he still loved him.
Perhaps he had already fallen in love with this person in his previous life, but there were too many obstacles and contradictions at the time, which prevented him from recognizing his own heart and he always lived in confusion.
Now, having finally waited for this moment, he wanted to speak boldly.
"Chu Hanting, I love you, I always love you."
As soon as the voice fell, the rest of the words were blocked, and the only sound in the room was the charming sound of breathing mingling with water.
What happened in the past life is in the past. Since they have a new life, why not seize it? Maybe God can't bear it anymore and gives them a chance to make up for their regrets and regain their love.
Therefore, in this life, they must walk to the end of their lives and never separate again.
In a trance, Chu Hanting seemed to hear what Su Mu was saying.
After listening carefully, he heard two words: "want me".
Chu Hanting rolled over and pressed on Su Mu, holding his hands above his head, lowered his head and whispered in his ear: "As you wish."
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