I will swear to protect the beauty with my life

I don’t know what title to give to Chapter 114, so let’s just praise Daddy!

The sun slowly set, and Yongta, Nibutani, and Fang Wuwei came to the club activity room together and began the final finishing work.

A new club has reserved this activity room, so they have to clean it up today. Isshiki Makoto went to try to persuade senior sister Anise, Touma was nowhere to be seen, and Ikeuchi Maki... was said to have been assigned a lot of training tasks by her master, and just left with a sad face.

It took a long time to clean up. Looking at the tidy and empty activity room, Yuta felt a little emotional...it's gone just like that.

Empty shelves, empty rooms, and his empty heart.

"Forget it... Come to think of it, we haven't actually done any club activities."

"Yeah, apart from the flash mob, this is just a fan club..."

Looking at the gradually sinking sunset, Yuta and Nibutani were quite emotional. Although the reason for establishing this club was so absurd, and even Nibutani joined it without knowing why, it was undeniable that there were too many beautiful memories here that were worth cherishing.

Fang Wuwei leaned against the window, looking at the afterglow of the setting sun spreading over the earth, and asked Yongtai.

"Yuta, are you planning on joining any more clubs?"

"Me... me... maybe, yes... what about you? Kendo Club?"

"It's so funny. Those guys have to avoid me now... Besides, I plan to set up a club of my own..."

"Oh, come on."

Yuta lost interest instantly and turned the conversation to Nibutani.

"How about you, how's the drama department doing?"

"Hmm? Well... I went to take a look anyway. But... the president there is a very passionate senior.

It's a headache to hear people say things like 'Let's create something that only we can create' or 'This is the possibility of a new era!' all the time."

"Ah... there are people like this."

Yuta thought Nibutani hated people like that, so he joined in the complaint.

"No, I don't hate hot-blooded people, but even though I don't hate them, when I hear something like that I still think, 'Wow, this is Chuunibyou.'"

This sentence attracted the attention of the current Yuta...

“Is this considered a chuunibyou?”

When Nibutani heard this, he looked out the window. Some people were hiding outside reading books alone, some were walking normally but suddenly turned around to look behind them, and some were just chatting normally, but no one knew what they were talking about.

"Although... maybe it's different from Chuunibyou. How should I put it? It's like I'm tightly bound by the idea that [I'm different from others, but I'm the only one who realizes it, so I'm special]...

Don’t you think, Togashi, that you and I both graduated from chuunibyou and became what we are now by thinking “I want to be a normal high school student in high school”?

"That's what I'm saying..."

"But isn't it just that we are living up to our own image of [an ordinary high school student] and are bound by this idea?"

Yongtai understood what he heard. These were the words that Dongfang Konghong had just said to him a few days ago. They were very similar.

"what do you want to say in the end?"

"...No, nothing, I just think that, in the end, people always have a disease."

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"Yuta...I'm asking you again, what is Chuunibyou?"

Just when everyone was silent, Fang Wuwei, who had been leaning against the window, questioned Yongtai. Yongtai was still too confused.

"I've asked you this question before, don't you understand yet?"

Yuta remained silent and shook his head...

"Yuta, everyone is saying things like 'what the heck is chuunibyou? It's so shameful', I hope I never have to think about that past again, ever.

But even if you block this memory, will the weird self at that time disappear? The self who always fantasizes that he is being watched, the self who has set a role for himself and completely immersed himself in it, will it really cease to exist......"

Fang Wuwei shook his head, and Yongtai also shook his head.

“People sometimes talk big, dreaming of a world that suddenly changes, dreaming of becoming the only powerful person in the world, and even going so far as to look for these works everywhere, fantasizing about them everywhere, and replacing them with their own reality, imagining the distant future in their minds, imagining that the story that could never exist would happen to them…

It never stops. No matter how mature and secular a person is, he will always have this thought, right? Yuta, just tell the truth. You keep saying that you have graduated from the second year of high school, but are you really no longer a second year of high school? Have you stopped accepting yourself? "

Yuta and Nibutani could not refute this point...When they watch some movies or magazines, or even see those cool things in reality, they will imagine in their minds that it would be great if they had such abilities or things. In other words, they will also imagine that they are the only existence in the world, and the world will not turn without them, how important they are, and how powerful they are...But they are just an ordinary high school student, just an ordinary person, and the world will still turn without them.

............Although the earth will not rotate without them, they don't know it.

This is a process of self-awareness.

"...Yuta, do you understand? This is a disease called 'excessive self-awareness' that keeps erupting and growing in people's hearts from birth to death. It will keep recurring even if it is broken countless times. It can never be completely cured. It's a little sad, a little shy, but very cute.

Having this so-called disease means that you recognize yourself, you understand how important you are, you understand your own value... This is a life called [self] that no one can avoid... "

Fang Wuwei's voice was so infectious that it made Yongtai's heart beat fast.

"Yuta... People, you'll always have chuunibyou for your whole life, Yuta."

Fang Wuwei looked at Yongtai and shook his head, while Danshenggu beside him also sighed slightly.

"This is not a profound question, it's just that Togashi-san you are too naive... I'm leaving now."

"I'm leaving too, you can think about it slowly."

Nibutani and Fang Wuwei left together, leaving Yongtai alone standing in the empty activity room, staring at the sunset outside. Suddenly, he closed his eyes and saw a huge black spot...

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"I say, I suddenly told Togashi-san so much, can he accept it?"

"Don't worry, Yuta is not someone who is so easily defeated, otherwise he wouldn't be so chuunibho. I guess he would go thousands of miles to chase his wife tonight."

"Woooa ...

The two were walking side by side in the school when they suddenly passed by a beautiful girl with very long blonde hair that Nibutani had never seen before, which made her take a second look.

After passing by her, Nibutani thought that she looked familiar...

When Tu Shuze saw Dan Shenggu and Fang Wuwei together, they looked quite sweet. Suddenly, she felt a sense of suffocation and discomfort in her heart, which made her chest feel stuffy...

Toumori was not a person who was good at forbearing. In his anger, he punched Nibutani on the back of the head on the spot.

"! Junior high school kid!!"