Chapter 244 Emotional breakdown
Chapter 244 Emotional breakdown
In the next few days, Diefang and the others happened to follow Haotian out in masks to watch the Shen family's competition, and finally found that these young people were not worthy of their attention at all.
During this period, Haotian even observed the expressions of Diefang and the others several times to see if there was anyone in the Shen family that they liked. As a result, they all looked indifferent, but after meeting his gaze, they instantly became energetic and put on a shy look.
Haotian looked at the childish look in their eyes when they looked at him, and said, "Just leave..."
Maybe five or six years? Or maybe two or three years, or even less than half a year. She just knew that there wasn't much time left.
I don't have much time to spend with them, and all their feelings for me will fade with the passage of time.
The impression and appearance of oneself will eventually fade away.
She will disappear... Everyone will forget her one day, and even the occasional memory of her in after-dinner chat will be nothing more than a sigh.
Life is like this. We are destined to be hurt by separation, and finally live slowly with scars.
During the days when Xiao Hei disappeared, he tried every possible means, and what he did even shocked countless powerful people in the world.
In the end, she had no other choice but to return to Haotian in frustration.
When Haotian saw Xiaohei's sad look, he couldn't help but hold her face with both hands.
"Don't look so depressed, it's not a good look. Just be positive. Joys and sorrows, separations and reunions are constants in life. This is a theorem."
Haotian knew very well that her life was like a brilliant firework.
In Xiao Hei's world, although he has always been with me, my life is still the shortest period of time in Xiao Hei's life.
It's like throwing a stone into the ocean. Although it will cause ripples, it will still return to calm.
Whenever he thought of this, Haotian's heart felt empty.
Yes... one day she will leave, and now she just wants to do what she wants.
With the support of Diefang and others, she is no longer obsessed with the future.
Because, I will eventually disappear and lose everything, and the Heavenly Body in the future will have nothing to do with me.
Haotian glanced at Diefang and the others who were playing with each other. If she had not made the previous plan earlier, she would probably still want to raise a few disciples, but she might not necessarily work hard for them like she did at that time.
Xiao Hei finally couldn't help but hugged Haotian who was sitting there quietly, and began to squeeze and deform him.
It was so huge that it just covered Haotian's neck.
Haotian felt a suffocating warmth, struggled slightly, and raised his head.
I couldn't see anything, only the strands of black hair obscuring Xiao Hei's expression.
One drop, two drops... several drops of tears dripped onto Haotian's face...
He stood up slightly, put his arms around Xiao Hei's waist, and this time, he sat down again, letting Xiao Hei sit on his lap.
Haotian let Xiao Hei lie on his shoulder and sob softly, as if he was coaxing a baby.
Black hair and white hair intertwined...
"You are such a big dragon, why are you crying like a little girl? Aren't you ashamed?"
Xiao Hei only felt warmth.
It is like the last warmth in the abyss, like the last bonfire in the deep snow forest.
Xiao Hei's heart was filled with sadness for Haotian at this moment, and she had no idea that Haotian had begun to coax her like a child.
When Haotian saw Xiao Hei crying and confused, he couldn't help but want to bully him. What tricks could he do with that dragon's tail?
Just be small and enjoy the last bit of your true self...
The original Xiao Hei had experienced too many separations, but unfortunately when facing her old friends, she only felt sadness in her heart, because her lifespan destined her to endure a lot of wear and tear.
Birth, aging, sickness and death are determined by heaven and no one can change them. Even she herself knows that she will be very sad when she sees Haotian again.
But in the end, when she saw that beneath Haotian's charming appearance was an empty, numb, desperate, sad, and broken heart, she couldn't help but feel her eyes turn red.
Perhaps it was because he had witnessed Haotian's life, a life full of countless waves of torture, and finally ended up with such a desperate ending. The sad emotions were like a barrel of explosives, evoking memories that had been sealed for countless years.
On this day, although it was not yet evening, Haotian carried Xiao Hei into the room and set up a formation.
Well, once again a quirk attached itself to her mind.
Haotian has a special physique and is born with a natural body odor. Even when the physique is stimulated, the body odor will have the function of soothing and inducing sleep.
With this, many people were able to lie down quietly, even Xiao Hei who had a mental breakdown this time.
But when I looked at Xiao Hei crying on the bed, and heard her mumbling in her sleep that it was all her fault and there was no hope, etc...
Perhaps, at this time they are no longer good brothers, but a pair of good sisters.
Just when Haotian was about to leave, Xiaohei was sleeping soundly and whispering in his sleep again.
"Don't... don't leave me alone..."
Haotian's footsteps paused instantly...
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That night, Haotian drove Diefang and the others away, and didn't even let them in, because she wanted to spend some time with Xiaohei...
At night, Xiao Hei lay on her body, no longer talking in his sleep, and his breathing became orderly.
Haotian's thoughts drifted away again.
When she completely loses her true self, she will have the power to change the rules that the entire world has followed for countless years.
Fu Sheng Ruo... was originally an ancient dragon.
They were originally in love with each other, but due to the mischief of heaven, one of them ended up falling into reincarnation while the other fell into endless waiting and expectation.
The distribution of life span in the world is too uneven.
The human race, even if they cultivate to the pinnacle, only has two to three thousand years. However, only a very few with exceptional talents can enjoy these two to three thousand years. The reason is that reproduction is not difficult and a new generation is born almost every decade.
The elves, like the High Priest Peak, have a lifespan only twice that of humans, but their reproductive capacity is extremely low. The birth of each elf is almost the condensation of their forest power.
And the ancient dragon clan...
There is no new generation for thousands of years, and their lifespan is so terrifying that it is as long as the sky. There is simply a big loophole in their lifespan.
She wants to rewrite the rules.
In this life span, everything should be the same.
The reproductive ability should only be linked to strength, and lifespan should not be subject to too much wear and tear due to special race.
For creatures with strong talents, the path to advancement should be more difficult...
In the dark night, Haotian felt the warmth transmitted by Xiao Hei's embrace, and a soft whisper rang out.
"I will end your suffering, I promise..."
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