Chapter 268 Don’t
Chapter 268 Don’t
"I want to ask you this question instead."
Bu Yufan removed and pried open Wen Lan's arms that were wrapped around his neck. He could vaguely smell the scent of white musk perfume on the quilt, which was his favorite perfume. She actually carried it with her and used it every night.
He frowned and pinched back the tears in his eyes in time: Wen Lan has really lost weight, and her wrists are so thin.
"If you don't love me, why did you sleep with me?"
"It's simple, I need it. And you, I told you last time, you are very good at pleasing men there, very powerful." He held her chin and gave her a frivolous kiss.
"What do you take me for?" she asked a very stupid question.
At this time, he had already put on his clothes one by one.
"You don't have to belittle yourself. I was just as into it as you were," he said cruelly.
"Bu Yufan, why?"
"Why? Next time, just say 'no' and there won't be so many whys!" he said mercilessly.
Wen Lan wanted to say something harsh.
But as long as she has decided on this man, she must believe in her heart and listen to her heart, right?
She endured it, she felt wronged, a layer of cold sweat broke out on her back, and the feeling of low blood sugar and dizziness attacked her again.
The smell of dumplings that made her uncomfortable last night and the smell of beef buns that she forced herself to eat for breakfast today suddenly came to her mind.
In a hurry, she grabbed the nightgown beside the pillow, put it on, rushed to the bathroom and locked the door.
She wanted to vomit! She wanted to vomit like crazy!
Wen Lan took a tissue and covered her mouth with it. Perhaps her nose was too sensitive or her imagination was too rampant, but she seemed to smell the raw material of wood pulp.
This smell made her feel more sick than dumplings or fried buns.
She quickly turned on the faucet and splashed water on her face, but even the tap water had an uncomfortable damp smell, as if it had been kept for three days.
She subconsciously picked up the soap and took a few deep breaths. Ah... it felt good. She sighed. The scent of pear blossoms in the soap saved her.
She sniffed deeply until her breathing became smooth and her stomach felt comfortable.
She washed her hands, opened the bathroom door and walked out.
"What's wrong with you?" Bu Yufan looked at her, half-dressed and almost naked, with a pale face and bloodless lips, and felt heartbroken.
"I'm fine." She replied calmly.
He picked her up and carried her sideways. Wen Lan did not struggle and let him hold her.
He held her in his arms, gently put her on the bed, quickly wrapped her in a blanket, found the air conditioner remote control, and turned on the heater.
"Turn it off. I don't want to open it." She piled up the pillows, leaned against the head of the bed, curled up her body, and covered herself with a thick woolen shawl.
Bu Yufan was searching for her hand in the bed. Her hand used to be soft and smooth, but now it was cold and rough.
He held her feet again, and they were even colder. Without a second thought, he opened his clothes and warmed her feet on his chest.
"What happened to you just now?" Bu Yufan asked her again, quite sharply.
"Let me go." Wen Lan kicked his chest and struggled.
"Your feet are so cold, why don't you take care of yourself?" He didn't let go.
"No." She stopped struggling and said these two words softly
"What?" He knew he had heard it right, he knew what she was talking about, and his tears suddenly welled up.
"I said, no." She withdrew her feet, with a fierce look in her eyes.
"Bu Yufan, why didn't you go in just now? You were scared, weren't you?"
He said nothing, and the coldness of her body still seeped into his heart and his chest.
He wanted to go in. He remembered Wen Lan telling him that his hatred for his mother was a part of him, but her love for him was also a part of him, and she would accompany him and stay by his side.
"Wen Lan, go home. You don't have to stay here."
"I'll take care of it myself." She said calmly, neither rejecting him nor agreeing to him.
"Goodbye, Bu Yufan." She stared at him, her pointed chin resting on her knees, tears falling from her eyes.
"Goodbye..." His lips trembled, his voice choked, and he was reluctant to say her name.
He knew that before the truth of this feud came to light, he would probably really lose her.
In the evening, before Xiao Chen came to the ward to take over Wen Lan's shift, Zhou Yajun greeted Wen Lan and sat next to her.
"Bu Yufan, he came here today, right?"
Wen Lan was stunned. It turned out that the old man knew everything.
"Mom, don't blame him, and don't be sad, okay? Yu Fan has his own difficulties."
"Xiao Lan, I don't blame him. I feel sorry for him, my son. I have felt sorry for him for so many years." Zhou Yajun's tears flowed down the corners of her eyes, and the tears were embedded in the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes. Wen Lan felt sad.
"Mom, don't get excited. I believe that it won't be long before our family..." Her heart felt like it was being cut by a knife and she couldn't continue.
"Yes, it won't be long before our whole family will be reunited, right?"
"Yes! Mom!" Wen Lan covered her face with her hands. She didn't want Zhou Yajun to see her tears.
"Just like my little granddaughter said, we are going to spend the Spring Festival together, right?"
"Yes! Mom! Just like Nuannuan said!" Wen Lan wiped away her tears and forced a smile.
"I want Nuan Nuan, and I also want to meet my in-laws."
"What a coincidence! My parents also said that they will come to visit you after Wen Nuan finishes her midterm exams."
Wen Lan picked up the pills on the bedside table.
"Mom, didn't you say your shoulder still hurts? The doctor prescribed some painkillers. I fed them to you."
She saved herself from her grief by changing the subject.
An hour later, Wen Lan took a taxi to a prefecture-level city 28 kilometers away from the county seat.
"Hello, I want to buy a pregnancy test stick. Which one has better accuracy?"
She located the largest local pharmacy and organized her words and sentences with some trepidation in her heart.
The salesperson brought her a few kinds and gave her brief introductions.
"Do you know when you ovulate?"
The pharmacist nearby heard her statement, understood her request, and enthusiastically interrupted her.
"I know." Wen Lan accurately gave a date.
Since she and Bu Yufan got together, their first time, he bought a bunch of condoms for her to choose from, and she told him bluntly: I don’t like using condoms, I only like yours.
After Bu Yufan proposed to her, she carefully recorded her menstrual period and ovulation period on a mobile phone app every month in order to get pregnant as soon as possible and make him a father.
A few days before and after ovulation, she would use test strips to verify and record her body's reactions.
However, this man didn't need her to remind or urge him. He made love with her almost every day, as if it wasn't enough.
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