jdhmnovel Chapter 250 Is there really no other way?
Chapter 250 Is there really no other way?
Shen Yanfeng was looking at Shen Jun, how could he not see the expression on Shen Jun's face.
But Shen Yanfeng just slowly took out the ring from the box.
On the ring surface is a gardenia vine carved bit by bit by Shen Yanfeng, and on the inner circle of the ring are his and Shen Jun's names.
The material used to make the ring is a kind of mineral unique to the quick-pass game. It is expensive and rare, but fortunately Shen Yanfeng has enough points.
Shen Kao bought the raw mineral a long time ago, but he never figured out what to do with it.
It was not until recently that Shen Yanfeng decided to use it to make a ring for Shen Jun.
It took Shen Yanfeng a long time from melting the raw stone to purifying it and then to creating the prototype of the ring. From knowing nothing to learning how to make a ring bit by bit by flipping through books, Shen Yanfeng took a lot of detours.
There were even some raw materials that he had wasted piled up at home.
Fortunately, the final product did not disappoint Shen Yanfeng's expectations.
Shen Yanfeng held the small ring in his palm and slowly raised it in front of Shen Jun.
"When I was making this ring, I was thinking, what if it's ugly or crooked and I can't wear it."
"Dozens of predecessors had died heroically before it, but it was the only one that survived intact."
"I spent a long time polishing it, fearing that it would have sharp edges and corners that would make it uncomfortable to wear, but when I tried it on yesterday, I still found an uneven spot."
"There's a small missing corner next to my name. I wanted to fill it in, but... I changed my mind and left it as it is."
Shen Yanfeng knelt on the ground, talking to himself, his tone serious and gentle.
As Shen Jun listened, the uneasy feeling in his heart gradually became magnified.
"I think things in this world are always like this. The more you want perfection, the more regrets you will have. Perhaps... imperfection is the norm in life."
"Just like me, the lost memories and emotions that I can never get back..."
"I always felt that I was incomplete, but fortunately I met you."
"For so many years, I always thought, if only I could be a complete me, if only I had not forgotten anything."
"But later, I thought, if I had held on to you at that time, if I hadn't let you be taken away by the heavens, maybe we could have had more years to understand each other."
"Fortunately, fortunately I found you, fortunately, I still have the opportunity to tell you all this, and fortunately, I still have the opportunity to express my love to you with this little ring."
"So...are you willing to be my lifelong lover, Shen Jun?"
Shen Yanfeng spoke the last sentence in an extremely solemn manner. Perhaps because of his nervousness, even the tail tone of his voice trembled a little.
Shen Jun stood in front of Shen Yanfeng, looking down at the man in front of him, his eyes already red.
"No..." Shen Jun shook his head. The uneasiness in his heart aroused by Shen Yanfeng's various suspicious actions was instantly magnified several times.
There was always a voice in his mind telling Shen Jun that after he agreed, Shen Yanfeng would leave, forever and ever.
Ever since Shen Yanfeng told him last time that he would be leaving soon, Shen Jun has been avoiding this question.
He even deliberately forced himself not to think about these sad things.
But even though he tried very hard to forget it, Shen Yanfeng's actions kept reminding him.
Sometimes, Shen Jun really hated Shen Yanfeng. He hated the fact that he always acted on his own and hated the fact that he always... pretended to be calm about everything.
So, Shen Jun shook his head and said with a choked voice: "No...don't, Shen Yanfeng."
"Are you going to leave after I agree to this, Shen Yanfeng... Are you going to leave, abandon me and leave me here alone again, right?"
By the end of Shen Jun's speech, he had trouble maintaining even the most basic tone of voice. Tears rolled down his eyes uncontrollably, and even the hands hanging by his sides tightened unconsciously.
Seeing this, Shen Yanfeng could no longer remain calm and quickly stood up and hugged Shen Jun in his arms.
The real feeling of being hugged still failed to dispel the magnified emotions in Shen Jun's heart.
He raised his hand and pushed Shen Yanfeng's chest, but Shen Yanfeng grabbed his wrist and quietly clasped his fingers together.
But he just held Shen Jun in his arms, and Shen Yanfeng couldn't even say a word to coax Shen Jun to calm down temporarily.
He knew his physical condition better than anyone else, it was just the end of his strength.
No one was more afraid of leaving than Shen Yanfeng, but he had no way to stop his health from getting worse and worse.
Perhaps it won't be long before he disappears from here completely.
There will no longer be any trace of him in this world.
But before he left, he still wanted to spend as much good time with Shen Jun as possible.
But it seemed like he had messed up things, and Shen Jun looked like he was crying very sadly.
Maybe... he should have hidden better, but he was afraid that he would have left before he could finish all this...
Shen Yanfeng remained silent, just lowered his head and gave Shen Jun a light kiss on the forehead.
"Shen Yanfeng..."
The moment he fell, Shen Jun whispered Shen Yanfeng's name.
"I'm here," Shen Yanfeng replied in a low voice.
"Is there really nothing we can do?"
Shen Yanfeng just remained silent and tightened the strength in his hands a little.
Shen Jun was held in his arms, and his nose couldn't help but bury itself in the side of Shen Yanfeng's neck.
Shen Jun had to try very hard to smell the scent of gardenia which was so faint that it was about to disappear.
The elusive fragrance was like continuing to love the elusive Shen Yanfeng in front of him, making Shen Jun's heart, which was already sore and uncomfortable, feel as if it was pierced by countless needles, and it was painful.
Shen Yanfeng had never felt that time was as difficult as it was now. His lover cried in his arms and worried about him, but he... was powerless to change these.
Shen Jun's tears were like cold sea water, hitting Shen Yanfeng's shoulders and freezing his heart.
He could only pat Shen Jun's back gently to comfort his crying lover.
After a long time, Shen Jun gradually calmed down his overwhelming emotions.
Maybe he was thinking of something or was tired of crying, Shen Jun just gently placed his head on Shen Yanfeng's shoulder and said in a hoarse voice, "Isn't the ring made for me? Why don't you put it on me?"
This short sentence made Shen Yanfeng unable to react for a while.
The fingertips holding the ring paused, but Shen Jun slowly stretched out his finger and put his ring finger next to Shen Yanfeng's hand.
"You said it, once you put it on, you can never take it off for the rest of your life..."
Shen Yanfeng's voice is even hoarser than Shen Jun's.
Shen Jun leaned on Shen Yanfeng's shoulder, said nothing, and nodded solemnly and slowly.
The next second, his wrist was pulled, his fingertips felt cold, and Shen Yanfeng put the ring on Shen Jun's hand.
The silver-white ring glowed coldly under the light. It was the perfect size, like a gardenia vine wrapped around the fingertips.
The other one was also taken out by Shen Jun and solemnly put on Shen Yanfeng's ring finger.
"Now... you'll never be able to run away..." Shen Jun pulled Shen Yanfeng's fingers and muttered with a heavy nasal tone.