Chapter 214 Find Yourself
Chapter 214 Find Yourself
Shen Yanfeng and Tiandao are too familiar with each other. Shen Yanfeng knows the ending of Shen Jun, who is tailor-made for him, but he still inevitably sinks into it.
However, so many years have passed, and for the sake of a contract back then, Shen Yanfeng has endured long years here, and has also experienced countless worlds that seemed extremely dangerous or impossible to be repaired in the eyes of others.
After working diligently for so many years, in the end all I got was suspicion and distrust from the heavens.
Or perhaps, Shen Yanfeng should have known this from the very beginning when Heaven did not destroy Subject No. 2 like it did with the other failed subjects.
There has never been any trust between him and Tiandao.
But after all, all this is just a grudge between him and the way of heaven. Shen Jun did nothing wrong. Shen Yanfeng didn't want Shen Jun to bear these things that he shouldn't have to experience.
Even if there is to be punishment, it should not be Shen Jun who should be punished.
001 stood beside Shen Yanfeng, watching the changes in his facial expressions, but couldn't guess what he was thinking.
After being with Shen Yanfeng for so long, 001 seemed to have never understood the man in front of him whom he called master.
On the other side, 031 accompanied Shen Jun into the room. Shen Jun's eyes were very red, but not a single tear fell.
He just lay obediently on the bed, with his big wet eyes open, staring into the void without saying a word.
031 seemed to have seen this scene there before.
That was a long, long time ago, when Shen Yanfeng had just come to this house. 031 was originally just a small system in this house used to manage scripts.
Perhaps the person who created it back then also forgot that there was an inconspicuous thing here. It spent a long, long time alone here.
Until one day, a young man pushed open the door and walked in. There was no emotion in his eyes, and he looked no different from himself.
There was also a small system that looked very similar to himself following him.
At that time, 031 had not yet been endowed with emotions, it could only mechanically record everything that happened here.
At the beginning, 031 often saw the boy hiding in bed and wrapping himself tightly with a quilt. He was afraid to fall asleep and even more afraid of being touched by others.
It took 031 a long time to find out that the boy had lost all his memories when he was sent here, and he couldn't even remember his name.
He was called Experiment No. 1 at that time.
The boy seemed very afraid of forgetting something. Every day he would pull 031 and repeat over and over again, "I want to find my memory, I want to find my name, I want to find myself."
031 I listened to him, but I couldn't understand what he meant, but I helped him remember it over and over again.
Later, 031 didn’t remember from which day on, the boy gradually stopped hiding in his bed and secretly crying. He told 031 that soon, he would be able to get his own name and memory back.
From then on, the boy rarely came back here, and every time he came back he was always injured.
But he no longer cried or resisted going to sleep.
Later, the boy returned here with a new identity - they called him the Lord God.
The memory that had been sealed for a long time was opened again, and it seemed to be covered with some dust from the depths of memory.
031 was only responsible for mechanical records at that time. Until now, when he saw Shen Jun again, 031 slowly remembered those things that should have been forgotten long ago.
[Young Master...] 031 called Shen Jun's name softly.
The trance-stricken man then turned to look at 031 in front of him, but his eyes were still somewhat empty.
"What's wrong?" Shen Jun's voice was a little hoarse, and his words were a little tearful.
[Is the little master also thinking about his past? 】
【Do you also want to find yourself? 】
031 The mechanical sound rang out in the room, echoed in Shen Jun's ears, and finally gently fell into Shen Jun's heart.
"But... what is self? I don't understand." Shen Jun said as he pulled the quilt on himself, trying to wrap himself tighter to gain some pitiful sense of security.
"It seems that from the first moment I opened my eyes and saw this world, there was only one keyword in my world - Shen Yanfeng."
Shen Jun said, turning his eyes to 031 in front of him.
"But I don't seem to be a keyword to him, or even a forbidden word. He seems to dislike me very much..."
As Shen Jun spoke, the cry in his voice became more and more obvious.
Until finally, a tear slowly flowed down her cheek and finally disappeared into the pillow without a trace.
[031 doesn't know, because 031 doesn't seem to have such a thing, but someone once told 031 that memory and name are very important things, they make him feel like himself and where he came from.]
031 said this, and his pair of green electronic eyes slowly blinked a few times.
[But his memory and name seemed to have been taken away by someone. He spent a long, long time looking for those things, those things that 031 never had.]
031's voice was still calm and cold, but Shen Jun felt a little sad when he heard it.
Not only 031 doesn't have these things, Shen Jun himself doesn't have them either.
"What happened next? Did he find it?" Shen Jun asked, hugging the quilt in front of him.
[I think he found it, but even if he did, he doesn’t seem to be happy. 】
Unhappy? Shen Jun wondered, why is it that even if you get what you want, you are still unhappy?
Shen Jun didn't ask any more questions, and 031 just stayed quietly beside Shen Jun.
Like countless times before, as long as there was someone around, 031 would silently stay by his side, whether it was Shen Yanfeng or Shen Jun.
They are the same as 031, with an unknown origin and an uncertain destination.
Perhaps he was too tired from thinking so much, Shen Jun slowly fell asleep hugging the quilt.
On her closed eyes, her butterfly-tail-long eyelashes swayed gently with the rhythm of her breathing, and there were even a few drops of tears that had not yet dried up hanging on them.
031 just watched Shen Jun fall asleep quietly. After making sure that he was no longer needed, 031 slowly turned around and walked out.
The moment the door opened, 031 saw a familiar figure at the door.
[Master...] 031 was about to greet Shen Yanfeng when Shen Yanfeng interrupted him with a gesture of silence.
"Are you asleep?" Shen Yanfeng asked.
031 knew, of course, that he was asking Shen Jun, so he nodded and made way behind him.
[The little master cried for a while and just fell asleep. Master, do you want to go and check on him? ]
"No..." Shen Yanfeng paused just as he was about to say the words of rejection.
He raised his eyes and looked into the dim room.
"Forget it, I'll go in and take a look, but... don't tell him I've been here."
【Yes, Master】
031 said this and made way behind him, watching Shen Yanfeng walk into the dim room.
Human emotions are so complicated, 031 thought to himself and turned around to close the door.
In the room, Shen Jun's bed sank slightly, and the next second, the sleeping person fell into a familiar embrace.
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