Quick Wear: An honest man is always criticized for forced love

Chapter 165 Don’t be like this

Xie Xubai subconsciously wanted to close the door and leave, because he always felt that there was something wrong with Shen Jun's expression.

The mind wanted to escape but the body stood still and could not move at all.

"Xie Xubai" Shen Jun called him.

The moment their eyes met, Xie Xubai saw something like determination in Shen Jun's eyes.

His eyebrows suddenly twitched twice, and Xie Xubai instinctively wanted to avoid Shen Jun and what he was going to say next, but he seemed to be nailed to the spot and just stared at Shen Jun in a daze.

Shen Jun saw his own figure in Xie Xubai's ink-black eyes, and for a moment, he became hesitant again.

Shen Jun was not sure whether it was the right choice to speak out about this matter today. He always felt that doing so would hurt Xie Xubai, and Shen Jun was unable to bring himself to say it for a moment.

[Host, don't hesitate. You'll have to tell me sooner or later, right? 031 thinks it will be more beneficial for you if you tell me earlier.]

031 noticed Shen Jun's hesitation, so he began to persuade him.

Shen Jun was silent for a moment, then exhaled heavily.

[Host, 031 has prepared a script for you. If you find it difficult to speak, you can just read it directly. Don't feel any psychological burden. Everything is just for the purpose of completing the mission.]

031 After saying this, he opened up the prepared words in Shen Jun's mind.

This is good, Shen Jun thought, at least, what 031 gave him was similar to what he originally wanted to say.

"This... I'll give it back to you," Shen Jun said, taking out the bracelet that Xie Xubai had given him from his side, holding it in his palm, and handing it forward.

"Also...in the future, can you please not enter my room without my permission? It won't be good if my parents see us."

Shen Jun's voice was very soft, but his words were like a thunderclap in Xie Xubai's mind.

"What do you mean, Shen Jun? Tell me clearly."

Xie Xubai took two steps forward excitedly, but they still kept a safe distance between them.

Shen Jun looked at Xie Xubai, hesitated for a moment, and then said: "What I mean is... let's just forget about it. Anyway, we are not officially together, so why not cut the Gordian knot now?"

Shen Jun didn't say the three words "forget it" in a heavy tone. However, these words left a huge hole in Xie Xubai's heart.

Seeing that Xie Xubai didn't say anything, Shen Jun decided to go all the way. He picked up the teddy bear beside his bed and walked to Xie Xubai.

"I'll give it all back to you, and we'll...just call it quits, okay? Mom and Dad wouldn't want us to do this."

Shen Jun spoke mechanically, without a trace of emotion in his tone, but after Xie Xubai heard it, the expression on his face was even calmer than Shen Jun's.

"What don't you want us to do?" Xie Xubai asked.

Before Shen Jun could answer, Xie Xubai took a step forward, closing the distance between them.

Shen Jun was stumped by his question and didn't know how to answer for a moment.

Xie Xubai took another step forward and approached him again. The space between them was squeezed and Shen Jun had to take a step back. However, there was the big bed behind him and Shen Jun had nowhere to retreat.

"Is it they who don't want it or you who don't? Hmm?"

Xie Xubai's voice was cold, like ice knives piercing into Shen Jun's heart, making him unable to breathe.

"Both." Shen Jun raised his head and looked at Xie Xubai with a resolute look in his eyes, "We shouldn't have been together in the first place. It's not suitable."

"Shouldn't be together? What a good way to say you shouldn't be together... Do you fucking know what you are talking about, Shen Jun?"

Xie Xubai's mouth curled up into a self-deprecating smile, "Why didn't you say it was inappropriate when we were having fun in bed? Why didn't you say it was inappropriate when you pestered me and asked me to be your boyfriend? Why didn't you say it was inappropriate when you slept in my arms?"

"You..." Shen Jun obviously didn't expect Xie Xubai to say this, "But now we are... a family, your parents are also my parents, we can't do this"

"Fuck your family, the only way for you to become my family is to appear in the spouse column." Xie Xubai's voice was still cold. Shen Jun listened and felt a blockage in his heart.

"Don't be like this, Xie Xubai..."

"Don't be like this? Then tell me what I should do? Turn around and leave immediately when you tell me to let go? Shen Jun, what the hell do you think I am?"

Xie Xubai almost roared as he said this.

Shen Jun looked at Xie Xubai and for a moment didn't know how to face him, so he could only turn his head away to avoid Xie Xubai's sight.

"The reason I approached you was because I met...my mother at the freshman opening ceremony."

Shen Jun spoke very slowly, word by word, to make sure Xie Xubai could hear clearly.

With Xie Xubai's understanding, Shen Jun didn't believe that he didn't understand the hidden meaning of his words.

"What's the point of telling me this, Shen Jun? Are you going to say next that you approached me and seduced me just to return to the Xie family?"

Hearing this, Shen Jun's pupils suddenly shrank, and he turned his head to meet Xie Xubai's eyes.

"You knew it a long time ago?" Shen Jun asked.

But Xie Xubai did not answer Shen Jun's question. He just stared at him with a pair of eyes that seemed to be able to see through Shen Jun at any time, as if he wanted to expose all his secrets.

The severe pain in his head became more and more intense. Shen Jun pinched his fingertips in an attempt to stay calm.

After a long silence, Shen Jun slowly said, "Whether you know it or not, let's end it here, Xie Xubai..."

There was a hint of pleading in Shen Jun's tone, but Xie Xubai didn't listen at all. He took a step forward and pushed Shen Jun onto the big bed behind him with his hands without saying a word.

The kisses came down like a violent storm, cold and suffocating.

Xie Xubai didn't give Shen Jun any chance to breathe. He wished he could shut the remaining man's mouth forever so that he could never say those unpleasant words again.

Shen Jun tried desperately with both hands to push away the man who was like a solid wall on his body, but he couldn't move the man even a little bit even with all his strength.

Along with the kiss came a sharp pain in the head.

The more Shen Jun resisted, the stronger Xie Xubai's suppression became. Shen Jun felt that Xie Xubai was not kissing him at all, but biting and venting.

The scent of gardenia in the air gradually became stronger. Xie Xubai smelled it and couldn't help but increase the intensity of his breath.

A strong smell of blood spread in the mouths of both men. Shen Jun's lips were so numb that he could not tell whether it was his own blood or Xie Xubai's.

He only knew that Xie Xubai must be extremely angry now.

After the kiss, Shen Jun's lips were already swollen and red, and the culprit was burying his head in Shen Jun's neck, sniffing the scent of Shen Jun like a drug addict with an intoxicated look.

"I won't let go, Shen Jun. You can only be with me in this life." Xie Xubai tightened his arms and held Shen Jun tightly in his arms with an absolute possessive posture.

Xie Xubai raised his hand and restrained Shen Jun's chin, forcing him to look at him.

"The day you provoked me, you should have been prepared to stay by my side for the rest of your life, Shen Jun." Xie Xubai lowered his voice and said in Shen Jun's ear.

Then Xie Xubai lowered his head and kissed the flower below Shen Jun's collarbone.

"I have never been a gentleman. I will do whatever it takes to keep the person I want by my side. So, if you want to leave me, it's only because... I don't want you."

Xie Xubai's slightly hoarse voice seemed to be sentencing Shen Jun, word by word shackled his soul and left him forever branded with the mark of Xie Xubai.

The waves caused by the sound passed through the collarbone and vibrated into Shen Jun's heart.