jdhmnovel Chapter 212: Part 1: Farewell
Chapter 212: Part 1: Farewell
What happened between Su Wan and Xiao Sha Jin on the day when she was controlled by Kafka before leaving as a child?
Looking at Su Wan who was driving him away with an expressionless face, how could the extremely smart Xiao Sha Jin not know that Su Wan was being controlled?
"Who controls you? You are not Su Wan." Sha Jin raised his eyebrows and looked at Su Wan in front of him with a firm tone.
"Have you been discovered? It seems that you are much smarter than I thought." Kafka, who was watching the situation on the side, finally showed up.
"Let me tell you why you can't leave here." Kafka squatted down, looked at the little gold sand, and spoke slowly.
In his previous life, Sha Jin would definitely not have believed it when he learned that Su Wan might die with him. But now Sha Jin has even experienced such a strange thing as rebirth. Considering Su Wan's safety, Sha Jin agreed.
"I will do as you say. But, can you not release Su Wan from the spell of words for the time being?" Sha Jin smiled at Kafka, hiding the calculation in his eyes like a good child.
"Well, the rest of the time is left to you two. I'm leaving now." Seeing that her goal had been achieved, Kafka left.
The spell of words will naturally be unlocked when the time comes. Considering that Xiao Shajin would not do anything to hurt Su Wan, Kafka just left.
After Kafka left, looking at Su Wan who was being controlled, Sha Jin deliberately pretended to be hurt and heartbroken in front of Su Wan.
Even if it was not Su Wan's fault but fate, Sha Jin wanted Su Wan to feel guilty about herself after she woke up. Sha Jin also wanted Su Wan to feel that Su Wan owed him something, so as to arouse Su Wan's sympathy and pity for herself.
All this is for...Su Wan to remember me and come back to find me.
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Sha Jin had been waiting for Su Wan to come back in this house, but he received the news of Su Wan's death.
"How could she die?"
"I've been following the path of my previous life, how could she die?"
"Did that woman in the trench coat deceive me?"
"Did I kill her?"
"Sure enough... No one around me has a good ending..."
"Why wasn't I the one who died..."
"I haven't had the chance to say yet, I like her..."
When Sha Jin received the news of Su Wan's death, he almost went crazy.
The news of Su Wan's death was like a bombshell, completely destroying the world of Sha Jin, which had just had a glimmer of light because of Su Wan.
Sha Jin held his head in his hands, crying and laughing, his voice was extremely strange, like a desperate cry, but also like a painful wail. His heart, which had just healed, seemed to be torn open by a knife, with scarlet flesh and blood turning outward, which was shocking.
Like a soulless body, wandering in the deserted streets. Sha Jin's eyes were empty, as if he had lost the brilliance of life. Every step he took on the ground was like stepping on the tip of a knife, and the pain was transmitted to his whole body through his footsteps.
The face of Shajin was haggard, as if etched by sorrow. The corners of Shajin's mouth twitched from time to time, as if he wanted to smile, but he let out a shrill whimper.
The world of gold dust has been shattered, and sanity is gone. Sadness is like a black tide that drowns the gold dust. The gold dust struggles frantically in this tide, but cannot find a way out. Instead, it drowns deeper and deeper, falling into an endless abyss.
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After a long time, Sha Jin finally raised his head. The light burning in his eyes was terrifying and unprecedentedly crazy.
After going crazy for several months, Sha Jin was determined to find Su Wan's body. Even if Su Wan was dead, Sha Jin would tie Su Wan to his side.
For this purpose, Sha Jin forced himself to work at the Interstellar Peace Company with his broken soul and body, as numbly as a walking corpse, just like in his previous life. After leaving Tsygannia, Sha Jin quickly found out the specific address of the Su family where Su Wan was, and went there.
Sha Jin could have secretly found the grave where Su Wan was buried, but out of respect for Su Wan's parents, Sha Jin did not do so.
After being rejected by the Su family countless times, Sha Jin tried his best to be nice to the Su family. Once, after he saved Su Wan's parents with his own life, Sha Jin was finally recognized by the Su family many years later.
Standing in front of Su Wan's tombstone, Sha Jin was unwilling to believe that Su Wan had died quietly, so he tried his best to persuade Su Wan's parents to reopen the tomb and take out Su Wan's ashes.
"How could a real person's ashes look like this?" Sha Jin was surprised. He finally found evidence to prove that Su Wan was not dead.
Su Wan's parents were also very shocked, and soon guessed that Su Wan must have been taken away by Elio.
The Su family quickly started the divination ceremony and calculated that Su Wan was still alive. Since everyone had watched Su Wan die before, and divination for the dead was a generational taboo in the divination family and would be punished, no one had specifically calculated Su Wan's whereabouts since her "death".
"She can't come back yet." Su Wan's parents sighed, "The catastrophe is still there..."
"When she is 23 years old, the light of death will be slightly dimmed. Perhaps we can wait until then..."
"I understand..." Sha Jin nodded, her beautiful eyes lowered, and the madness that flashed across her pupils was shocking.
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If someone asked Sha Jin: What if you can't find her, what if she is really dead, what will you do?
Shajin's answer was: "Kill Osvaldo from the Market Development Department first, then commit suicide. The Evikin people will take revenge." (Osvaldo destroyed Shajin and Potio's homes because Osvaldo's development will is invasion and plunder, so he is undoubtedly a villain.)
In Shajin's opinion, he was the one who killed Su Wan.
For Sha Jin, this grudge must naturally be avenged.
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