jdhmnovel Chapter 514: Thoughts of Decision
Chapter 514: Thoughts of Decision
Jiang Ciyou sat there alone, with a lot of thoughts in her mind. She stared blankly ahead, and various images kept appearing in her mind.
She recalled her past dreams. At that time, she was full of vigor and vitality, and had infinite visions for the future. She longed for a true love, a warm family, and a successful career. However, reality dealt her a heavy blow. The betrayal on the wedding night made her world collapse in an instant, and the happy life she had thought of turned into a bubble at that moment.
Jiang Ciyou still remembers the despair and helplessness she felt when she learned that her husband had eloped abroad with his mistress. She cried alone in her new home, her heart filled with pain and anger. At that moment, she felt that she was abandoned by the whole world. In order to avenge her husband, she began to go to various high-end places to look for a gigolo to support. At that time, she had only hatred and resentment in her heart, and she wanted to use this method to make herself forget her husband's betrayal.
Until she met Lu Jingchen. That handsome man was just a tool for her to forget the pain at first. But as time went by, Lu Jingchen's gentleness and thoughtfulness gradually touched her. They spent many wonderful times together, went on vacation to the beach together, enjoyed the sun and the beach; went to high-end restaurants together to eat and taste delicious food and wine. With Lu Jingchen's company, Jiang Ciyou gradually walked out of the shadow of the past.
However, now she is in a deeper dilemma. She is shocked to learn that Lu Jingchen is the son of the richest man. She doesn't know how to face this sudden truth. On the one hand, she thinks of the time she spent with Lu Jingchen, and those beautiful memories make her heart beat. She can also feel Lu Jingchen's sincerity towards her. His tenderness, his thoughtfulness, and his love make her hard to let go.
But on the other hand, she thought of her husband. Although her husband had betrayed her, they had a relationship after all. Moreover, she felt that she could not abandon her husband so easily. Her heart was full of contradictions and struggles, and she didn't know how to make a choice.
Jiang Ciyou stood up and walked slowly. She came to the banquet garden, which was quiet and beautiful. The moonlight sprinkled on the earth, covering everything with a layer of silver gauze. She sat on a bench, closed her eyes, and took a deep breath.
She began to think about what kind of life she really wanted. Should she continue to be with her husband and live a dull and quarrelsome life? Or should she choose Lu Jingchen and start a new life journey with him? She knew that this choice would determine the direction of her future life.
Jiang Ciyou thought about how she had changed in the past three years. With Lu Jingchen's company, she gradually grew into an independent and self-reliant woman. She began to learn business knowledge, invest in stocks and real estate, and gradually accumulated her own wealth. She was no longer the weak woman who only relied on others, but a capable and confident woman.
She also thought of Lu Jingchen's growth in the past three years. He was no longer the playboy who only knew how to have fun. He began to study hard and improve his abilities. He helped Jiang Ciyou manage her investments and became her right-hand man. They went through many difficulties and challenges together, and their feelings for each other became deeper.
However, there is always a knot in Jiang Ciyou's heart. She doesn't know whether there are more secrets behind Lu Jingchen's true identity. She is worried that she will be hurt again, and she is afraid that her feelings will be used. She dare not trust Lu Jingchen easily, although she longs for his love deep in her heart.
Jiang Ciyou stood up and continued walking in the garden. Her steps were a little heavy, and the entanglement in her heart made her feel extremely tired. She didn't know what to do, and she felt that she was trapped in a dilemma from which she could not escape.
At this moment, Jiang Ciyou saw a blooming rose. The rose was delicate and beautiful. She couldn't help but think of the flowers that Lu Jingchen had given her, each of which represented his love. A warm current surged in her heart, and she began to recall every bit of Lu Jingchen's love for her.
Lu Jingchen always appeared when she needed him most. He would tell her jokes when she was in a bad mood and stay by her side when she was sick. His gentleness and thoughtfulness made Jiang Ciyou feel extremely happy. She knew that she had fallen deeply in love with this man.
But at the same time, Jiang Ciyou thought of her husband again. They had had good times before, and they had been through many ups and downs together. She felt that she couldn't give up this relationship so easily, and her heart was filled with guilt and uneasiness.
Jiang Ciyou sat in a corner of the garden, hugging her knees, lost in thought. She didn't know how to make a decision. She felt that her life was like a game that she couldn't control. She longed to find an answer, an answer that could get her out of trouble.
Time passed by, but Jiang Ciyou still had no answer in her heart. She felt extremely lost and confused, and she didn't know where to go. She thought of her dreams and the life she wanted. She knew that she couldn't live in such a muddle-headed way anymore, and she had to make a choice.
Jiang Ciyou stood up and took a deep breath. She decided to think carefully about her future and take responsibility for her own life. She could no longer be controlled by her emotions and had to face her heart bravely.
Jiang Ciyou returned to the banquet, her eyes became firm. She knew that she could no longer escape, and she had to make a choice. She had to face her feelings bravely and pursue the life she really wanted.
The author says:
Jiang Ciyou's dilemma is relatable. The choice between love and responsibility is never an easy one. Let's look forward to where her future will go. At the same time, I hope that everyone can bravely listen to their inner voice when faced with a choice and make a decision that they will not regret.