Chapter 844 Fu Xuantuo knows the truth of that year
Chapter 844 Fu Xuantuo knows the truth of that year
why?
Fu Xuantuo said unwillingly: "I heard your conversation just now. You said you saved me. I really didn't expect that the person who saved me would be you."
Shen Wanying still didn't want to pay attention to him, and the indifference on her face was cold enough to break ice.
Fu Xuantuo still refused to give up. He looked at Shen Wanying affectionately and said.
"Wanying, do you know? When you saved me in the sea, I felt like I had met an angel. I wanted to repay you with my whole life. But I was so stupid that I even admitted my mistake to my lifesaver."
At this moment, Fu Xuantuo felt indescribable regret in his heart, that feeling of regret was more painful than death.
It was like knives, guns, sticks and clubs, stabbing his heart in turns.
He actually regarded that woman as his savior and hurt Shen Wanying because of that woman, but Shen Wanying was his savior!
He wanted to kill himself.
But why didn’t Shen Wanying let him know that she was the one who saved him!
"Wanying, why didn't you tell me that you were the one who saved me?"
Shen Wanying didn't want Fu Xuantuo to know that she was his savior, and she didn't want to have anything to do with him anymore.
Shen Wanying said coldly: "Even if I saved you, I don't need your repayment. If you really want to repay me, please don't bother me anymore."
"You admit that you saved me, why didn't you tell me for so many years?"
"I didn't know that the person I saved was you. If I could go back to the past, I would definitely not save you."
Shen Wanying spoke in a decisive and cold voice, and her eyes were so cold that Fu Xuantuo felt uncomfortable.
So when Shen Wanying saved him, she didn't take it seriously, just doing a good deed? So she didn't recognize that the person she saved was him?
Just why she could feel that he hated him so much.
"Why? You hate me."
"I don't hate you, I just hate myself. Why did I save you in the first place? I should have let you die in the sea."
Listening to Shen Wanying's words, Fu Xuantuo's heart, which had just been excited because Shen Wanying was his savior, suddenly fell into the abyss!
She actually said that she would rather not have saved him and let him die in the sea. Does she really hate him so much?
Fu Xuantuo suppressed his sadness: "Wanying, you saved me, but I treated you like this. I can understand that you will hate me, but now that I know you saved me, I will never give up on you. I will spend the rest of my life making up for it."
Shen Wanying said coldly: "Make up for it? How can you make up for it?"
"I will love you, love you well, love you with all my heart."
Shen Wanying sneered: "Please don't say the word love to me, it makes me feel sick."
Fu Xuantuo's heart ached.
"Wanying, I can now feel the pain you've been in for all these years. You used to love me so much and value me so much. You did a lot for me, but I was indifferent and ignored you. It turns out that you were so miserable back then, just like I am now. Everything I have now is what I should bear."
Fu Xuantuo knew that Shen Wanying was his savior, so it was even more impossible for him to give up on her. He really hated himself for being deceived by that woman.
Shen Wanying said with some emotions out of control: "Fu Xuantuo, please stop pretending to be in love, okay? Deep love doesn't last long. I don't need you at all now. I don't want you to repay me either. I just hope you won't appear in front of me again, because as long as I see you, I will feel like I can't breathe."
"Wanying, why?"
"Why? Because I saved you, but not my brother. He fell into the water after you. I saved you, but no one saved my brother. My brother died, and my father and mother almost went crazy. Do you know what happened to our family after my brother died? Our family was in a state of sorrow and disarray.
At that time, I really wanted to escape from my home, but later, due to the arrangement of my elders, I married you. I wanted a happy family, and I used all my strength to take care of you and maintain our family. But what did you give me?
You have a mistress outside, and if that woman is infertile, you would probably have many illegitimate children.
Even though you have been my husband for so many years, have you ever remembered my brother? You didn't. My brother died for you. Fu Xuantuo, I really regret it. I shouldn't have asked you to do that. Then you wouldn't have suffered so much in this life. "
Shen Wanying became hysterical. The emotions she had tried so hard to suppress suddenly burst out at this moment...
Fu Xuantuo was stunned. He looked at Shen Wanying in surprise. He really didn't expect that such a tragic thing would happen after she saved him.
His younger brother actually drowned behind him and died in the sea because no one rescued him.
How guilty and miserable Shen Wanying must have felt. And how would her parents look at her because she saved him from the sea but didn't save her brother.
He could imagine that her parents would put all their anger and pain on her, and she would become the sinner of her brother's death. How did she get through those years?
But he actually knew nothing and only knew how to repay that woman Cai Yaru.
Even when fate brought her to him, he didn't know how to cherish her and always hurt her.
And as for her brother, even if he didn't know about it, as a husband he should accompany her to pay tribute to her brother.
But he never did that once. Her brother died for him. Fu Xuantuo suddenly felt how hateful he was, so hateful that even he found himself disgusting.
"Firefly, I really didn't know it would be like this. I really didn't know I would ruin your life like this."
Fu Xuantuo thought that after Shen Wanying married him, he made her life miserable, but he didn't expect that since the day she saved him, her world had changed drastically. After she saved him, she had fallen into the abyss, but when she came to his side, he didn't help her but stepped on her hard.
Fu Xuantuo slapped himself angrily. What on earth had he done?
Seeing Fu Xuantuo slapping her in the face, Shen Wanying said coldly.
"You don't have to do this, because even if you do this, you can't save anything. I won't forgive you. Seeing you only reminds me of my dead brother. I think of him dying in the sea, thinking of him struggling in pain in the cold water until he died."
Shen Wanying's words made Fu Xuantuo feel so painful that he almost suffocated.
He instantly understood why Shen Wanying looked at him with such disgust and anger, such desperate and suffocating eyes.
He thought that as long as he went back and pursued her seriously, the two of them could go back to the past.
Only now did I realize that there was such a painful past between them.
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