Chapter 555 She Saved Her Own Fate
Chapter 555 She Saved Her Own Fate
"When I wanted to go to the beach, my brother insisted on following me, but I didn't let him. I thought it was too much trouble to take care of him, a landlubber, at the beach. But I didn't expect that he would secretly follow me to the beach."
Chu Shang understood that Shen Wanying's brother had secretly followed Shen Wanying to the beach, and then something happened in the sea.
Chu Shang looked at Shen Wanying who was suffering from pain, and he comforted her softly: "Shen Wanying said it's not your fault,
You didn't know he followed you to the beach, and you didn't know he had an accident there. No one wants an accident. Don't make it hard on yourself anymore."
"I can't forgive myself." Shen Wanying said with a sad look in her eyes: "In fact, I saved another person at that time. I sent him to the hospital. I thought I was the most enthusiastic person in the world and saved a life.
I was so happy and wanted to show off to my parents. But when I got home, I got the news that my brother had drowned, and the place where he drowned was not far from where I saved him. I saved others, but not my brother.
My parents were very angry, and I couldn’t forgive myself.”
It has been more than 20 years since the incident, and Shen Wanying still feels heartbroken whenever she talks about it.
The wound of the death of a loved one will never heal even after many years.
Chu Shang squatted down and comforted Shen Wanying softly, "Wanying, I know you are very sad. Not only do you have to bear the responsibility for your brother's death, but you also have to bear the blame from your family. But your brother was not killed by you. Don't blame yourself. There are many accidents every day in this world, and no one wants accidents to happen."
"I understand it was an accident, but if I knew my brother was going to get into trouble, I would save him. I wouldn't save someone who shouldn't be saved!"
Someone who shouldn't be saved?
Chu Shang felt Shen Wanying's sadness even more strongly, and there was even resentment in her eyes.
Who did she save that made her so emotional and broke down?
"Who did you save? Could it be..."
"The person I saved was Fu Xuantuo. I only found out recently. When I saved him, the situation was urgent. Coupled with my brother's death, I tried desperately to erase this painful memory. So, I don't remember what the person I saved looked like.
It was three years later that I saw Fu Xuantuo again. He was full of vigor and vitality. How could he look like he fell into the water that year? I didn't care about him at all.
To be honest, I really regret it now. I saved my own love, but I didn't save my brother. I didn't save my brother, but I saved a man who hurt me for half my life. I think it's ridiculous. "
Shen Wanying found it too ironic and she felt herself to be ridiculously stupid.
Of course, in order to save Fu Xuantuo, she indirectly caused her brother's life to stop at the age of twelve.
She saved Fu Xuantuo, but this man was somewhat sincere towards her.
She has been suffering for half her life, unable to get the love she wants.
Even though she knew he had someone else outside, she still waited for him to come back.
How could the person she saved be a human? It was clearly a sin!
She felt like a joke, a complete joke.
"You don't know that you saved Fu Xuantuo, but what about Fu Xuantuo? Does he know that it was you who saved him?"
"She doesn't know, and I don't plan to let him know. I don't want to have anything to do with him anymore. You don't want him to bother me again under the pretext of repaying a favor. The last thing I need is his repayment."
Although Chu Shang knew that Fu Xuantuo didn't know that it was Shen Wanying who saved him, he was still furious.
The beating I gave Fu Xuantuo just now was not enough. He should have been beaten to death.
Fu Xuantuo had treated Shen Wanying badly before and had even kept a mistress outside. Just for this reason, he deserved to be beaten up.
I didn't expect that he now knew that Shen Wanying was Fu Xuantuo's savior. Is this how he repays his savior?
It's really infuriating, especially since Shen Wanying's kindness to him was built on great pain.
Chu Shang regretted it so much now. He should have pinned Fu Xuantuo to the ground and beat him like a dog.
"That man is simply your doom."
Chu Shang felt that he could no longer suppress his anger. What kind of person is this?
It's not a human being at all, it's a disaster.
Shen Wanying said helplessly: "Maybe I crushed him to ashes in my previous life, so I owe him so much in this life. But now it's all right, we're even, and I don't want to have anything to do with him anymore."
Shen Wanying felt that she had no choice but to reconcile with herself.
After all, she saved Fu Xuantuo but not her brother.
Shen Wanying finished speaking, stroking her brother's tombstone, feeling extremely distressed: "Brother. You must have been very scared at the time. You must have thought that your sister would come to save you. I'm sorry, brother. I really didn't know. If I knew where you were, if I knew something would happen to you, I would never save that person. I would save you even if it cost me my own life, brother."
Shen Wanying's thoughts were surging, and the pain overwhelmed her like a tide.
At this moment, Shen Wanying was already in tears.
Her younger brother would always stay at the age of twelve. She thought of him following behind her, calling her sister, sister.
He is always so annoying.
But she couldn't hear him calling her sister anymore.
Shen Wanying's tears fell one by one in front of the tombstone like pearls.
She missed her brother and regretted her stupidity too much.
"I saved my brother at that time, and that was all."
Although it is just a simple sentence, it can make people feel heartbroken.
Shen Wanying couldn't get out of it, but he couldn't bear to see her trapped in painful memories by himself.
"Wanying, I know you are sad. But people have to focus on money. Your brother may have been reincarnated and started a new cycle of reincarnation."
Chu Shang looked at Shen Wanying and said, "Your brother won't blame you. Those youthful twenty-year-olds you see on the street, maybe one of them is your brother. He should be living a happy life now. He is in his twenties and in the prime of his life. Don't be sad, your brother is doing well."
Chu Shang's words were like a ray of redemption in the dark night. Shen Wanying covered her mouth and tried hard to hold back her tears.
Her brother might be in his prime now. Enjoy it, it's the best thing in the world.
Really? Could this really be the case?
Although Shen Wanying knew that Chu Shang was trying to comfort her, this really broke her defenses.
She really couldn't control herself.
She was silent for a while, then she said with difficulty: "Is it really like this?"
"Don't be sad. Maybe he once passed you by, but you no longer remember him, and he no longer remembers you. He won't remember the pain he felt when he was drowning. He is just enjoying the good life now, so don't abandon yourself to the painful past."
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