My Arknights Life Diary

Chapter 151 Cognitive Obstacles

"Tallulah, I feel like something is not right with you. You seem to be resisting something?"

Tu Fang looked at Tallulah, who had a strange expression on her face, and spoke tentatively.

"Uh...it's nothing, I've already said it, I just remembered some bad things!"

Tallulah instinctively resisted Black Snake, especially his words.

"I always feel that you are resisting something in your heart...such as...hate."

When Tu Fang said this, Tallulah's pupils shrank noticeably, but before she could open her mouth to defend herself, Tu Fang spoke up next.

"You are resisting hatred... I can see that you are resisting hatred towards those who hurt Alina. I don't know why you are like this, so can you tell me the reason?"

"Uh...Tu Fang, you misunderstood...I didn't..."

"you are lying!"

Tu Fang, wait for Tallulah to finish speaking and interrupted her. For Tu Fang, he now just knew the process of writing the answer, and this process must match the answer.

The first step is to make Tallulah face up to what Black Snake said to her. Before this, Tallulah had been resisting Black Snake's words in a sense.

Some people say that when a person admires someone extremely, that person is easily controlled.

What most people don’t know is that when a person extremely hates someone, that person can be easily controlled.

Compared to admiring someone, it is easier to hate him.

This is what Tallulah is like. She hates Black Snake very much because everything it does and says is wrong, so the opposite of it is right.

The black snakes exploited the people and took away their food.

Tallulah attacked the granary and returned the food that had been stolen from the people.

This is fine no matter how you look at it.

Therefore, Tallulah naturally believed that everything Black Snake said to her was wrong.

Tallulah instinctively rebelled and hated what Black Snake said to her before he died.

Just like Tallulah hated the aristocratic tactics that Black Snake taught her...

But she didn't know that what Black Snake said was always half true and half false, including what Black Snake, that is, Cescico's clone, said before he died, all of which were extremely misleading to her.

Combined with the education that Tallulah received while being controlled by Black Snake, all of this combined to form Tallulah's belief that as long as one hates and doubts, one agrees with Black Snake's ideas.

Tu Fang naturally knew all of this. Seeing that Tallulah was still avoiding him, Tu Fang simply put his hands on her shoulders and spoke in a serious tone.

"Tallulah! Do you believe me? I can see that you are deliberately avoiding the problem, but if you want to solve it, you can't just avoid it. You have to learn to face it!

I don't know why you are afraid or unwilling to speak up about that problem, but I once heard that the best way to eliminate fear is to face it.

So I hope you can tell me about it, put it out there, and really face it. Even if I can't provide you with any substantial help, it's better for you than to keep this problem in your heart, right? "

Tu Fang didn't know that what he said here was useless. After all, he had never studied psychology. All of his ideas were forced from some TV dramas he had watched before. He didn't know if they would work.

But at this time, Tallulah did not answer immediately but fell into deep thought.

Is it true that the best way to eliminate fear is to face it?......

But what am I afraid of?

Am I really afraid of hate?

It does not seem.

So why am I afraid?

Identify.........become..........

Hate...doubt...fulfill our bet...

Follow the path I taught you...

And then... become me!

Do not!

"I'll never be you!"

Suddenly, Tallulah raised her head, which had been buried between her legs, and shouted.

Tu Fang was watching quietly on the side. He had just noticed that something was wrong with Tallulah, but he knew he couldn't disturb her now. She was just trying to find out what she was afraid of.

In fact, he already knew the answer, but he still wanted her to understand it herself.

"Tallulah, it seems that you have realized what you are afraid of. You are afraid of becoming a human being, although I don't know why you are afraid of becoming him.

But now that you realize this, can you tell me why? Whether it's fear or disgust, tell me!"

Feeling that the time was almost right, Tu Fang spoke up, even though he already knew the answer to the question.

"Tu Fang, do you know that the education I received was both vicious and crazy, full of the arrogance of ruling and the terror of power... Hehe..."

Having said this, Tallulah laughed twice in contempt.

“I want to help those people, I sympathize with them, so I force myself to utter those insulting and infected words in order to gain the right to modify the decree.

But I found out that everything I did was useless, and I wanted to resist him, so I became an infected, and after that, I killed him...........

But he said something to me before he died...some words that might be meaningless...

For the rest of your life, all you have to do is doubt what you stand for, all you have to do is hate these people you claim to be your fellow men, these people who deserve to be free...

You will immediately fulfill the bet between us.

Then you will follow the path I taught you.

Tick, tick, boom, boom, boom.

You will become me. The future of Ursus will now be in your hands.

This is what he said to me... This is also his curse on me... Tu Fang... Will I really become him... No! Definitely not! "

There was a hint of pleading in Tallulah's tone as she sought confirmation, but she immediately and firmly rejected her own idea.

I only knew that Tu Fang was telling the truth, but I didn't know what to say, but he still opened his mouth.

"You are so afraid of becoming him, is it because you think in your heart that you might become him? Do you think that hatred means you agree with his thoughts and become him?

If this is the case, it seems that the reason why you are afraid of hatred is explained. In your subconscious, you think that as long as you hate, it means you agree with him, and agreeing with him will make him...

But why do you think that hatred is identification?"

Tu Fang asked Tallulah this question, and Tallulah fell into deep thought again.

Hate........bet.......identify......become me......

Why do I... agree...

But hatred doesn't mean that I agree with him.

Isn’t the same idea the same as agreement?

Even if we have the same idea, I will never become him.

wrong.........

wrong!

has a problem!

She suddenly realized that it was the seeds left by the black snake that were affecting her, even though the influence was very weak.

Tallulah was already aware of the existence of this seed.

Tu Fang looked at Tallulah's performance and guessed something, so he prepared to move on to the second stage.

"I feel like you've thought of something. Why don't we put this topic on hold and talk about other things between you and him first."

"Ok!"

Tallulah first shook her head to get rid of those distracting thoughts, then nodded firmly. She was not stupid.

After hearing what Tu Fang said just now, she also realized that Tu Fang had been guiding her. Tu Fang might know about the things between him and Black Snake, although she didn't know how Tu Fang knew it.

But she also felt from Tu Fang's words that Tu Fang wanted to help her get rid of the influence of the black snake. At the same time, this was also because he believed that Tu Fang would not harm her.

I had not realized this before because of the "seeds" left by the black snake, and now that Tu Fang wants to help me, I must seize this opportunity!

Needless to say, the rest is just a matter of fact (I have reached the limit of my ability... Actually, I was planning to learn some of Marx's thoughts, but the book on epidemic medicine next door was banned, which made me a little panicked)

(As for the compensation for leave...

Update preview: Wilderness Doctor, it's time to teach Tu Fang a lesson)