Love her deeply, the abstinent president dotes on his assistant

Chapter 140 I'm Hopelessly in Love with You

Lin Suman turned her head and looked out the window at the cool, drizzling rain that was as soft as pine needles. "You're deliberately ignoring me because of such a small matter."

Her voice was soft, but her tone was heavy: "You forget that you and I are one. Your achievements and your respect make me happier than if I were respected myself. If you are in a low position, what good is it for me to have the glory of this project?"

He was irritated, his tone somewhat impatient: "Don't always think what you think. Have you ever considered what I think? You use your project to decorate my credit book. Who do you think I am?"

She was stunned, tears welling up in her eyes. "Then what can I do? When you need me, I give you a hand. When I need you, you help me. This is perfectly normal."

She stood up from her chair and looked at him intently. "As long as you need me, I'm willing to stand behind you forever. I don't need any projects. When I promised my uncle to come to Chaochen, wasn't it to help you?"

He suddenly became emotional and blurted out: "You didn't listen to anything I told you at the beginning."

Lin Suman was stunned.

Li Jinyu adjusted his tone and patiently explained, "I don't need a woman behind any man. You can stand on your peak and show your light to the world."

"Those backward ideas are the result of a patriarchal society sacrificing women's values ​​under the guise of morality. Don't let my father brainwash you. I don't need you to think you're great and make any sacrifices."

Lin Suman lowered her head, she understood Li Jinyu's intention.

Li Jinyu saw her weakness and difficulties in this relationship and wanted to support her and make her stronger.

She also saw the pressure and pain he was going through at the beginning and couldn't help but want to help him.

But Li Jinyu was too proud and refused to accept charity and mercy from others.

Li Jinyu said solemnly: "Xiao Man, do you know that you are training me to be a selfish person?"

"No matter who it is, never give a knife to anyone. Not even to me!"

"I'm also human, and I can't escape the selfish weaknesses of human nature. I'm used to your sacrifices, and I take it for granted that I'll sacrifice you if I'm not careful."

"I don't need a woman standing behind me and sacrificing her light for me. You have to shine for yourself and stand shoulder to shoulder with me."

If she had no special talents, she would always be at a low position and in a weak position in this circle.

If he gave a little more to her and her parents, she would always worry about being accused of being greedy for money.

That's due to her inferiority complex.

Therefore, he couldn't take her armor away.

She only has her own talents to arm herself with. If he can't even take away this little bit of glory from her, he doesn't deserve to say that he loves her!

Without the halo, her confidence in gaining a foothold in this class circle would sooner or later be shattered, and she would always be walking on thin ice.

How realistic is class?

Like water and oil, they will never get along.

Unless, you possess the attributes of this class. The attributes of success.

He murmured softly, "If I become that kind of person, you will be the one who suffers in the future."

Lin Suman was silent for a while: "You are not that kind of person."

"That won't do!" Li Jinyu was somewhat disappointed with her stubbornness. "I can't even guarantee that I won't change for a hundred years, so how can you be so sure that I won't change? Have you forgotten how Le Jiaze treated you? Have you forgotten that Xiao Yichen used you twice?

"Do you think that giving your heart and soul can earn you respect? You handed the knife to others to cut your flesh. Your previous experiences were caused by your own selfless thinking!"

As the conversation went on, his worries burst out, and his passionate remarks stirred up his emotions again.

Lin Suman stared at him blankly. It was like a bucket of cold water was poured over her head when he mentioned her past.

She lowered her eyes sadly.

All the humiliation and embarrassment she had experienced came flooding back to her mind, and she thought it was a thing of the past.

After years of washing away and settling, it will never reappear.

But he dug up those shameful pasts, making her unable to raise her head in front of him.

"Yes, you're right, I deserve it." She smiled miserably, her face pale.

Li Jinyu immediately regretted what he said.

Her eyes were red, and she looked up at him, "You are angry not just because of this matter, right?"

He looked away, out the French window. "I don't know what you're talking about."

He would not admit that the photos and messages Gu Qi sent him were like a huge rock thrown into the lake of his heart, and the ripples could not be easily smoothed out.

She simply pointed it out, her voice still very soft: "You thought from the beginning that I returned to Jinsha City for Leng Zhuo. You've been mad at me for the past few days, using the slightest thing to make a fuss."

"No matter how much I try to please you, I can't eliminate your anger and resentment." There was a mist in her eyes, a smile on her face, and her expression was full of bitterness.

"Since I'm not supposed to come back, I'll leave tonight. We shouldn't meet for the time being."

"Don't go." He grabbed her anxiously.

She choked with pain and said, "I stayed here and you tortured me with your emotions. I wanted to leave but you wouldn't let me. Tell me, what should I do?"

He felt a sudden pain in his heart, his throat rolled, and he was speechless.

She broke free from his hand and strode out.

He looked at her back, his eyes red as he shouted, "Xiao Man, don't forget what you promised me."

I remembered what he said, no matter how angry I was, I was not allowed to run away from home, and the resentment between the two of them would not last overnight.

Lin Suman paused slightly, hesitated for a moment, opened the door and went out resolutely.

Li Jinyu suddenly felt his heart was empty, and he couldn't recover for a long time.

When he came to his senses, he rushed out of the room and ran downstairs.

He rushed to the door and saw Lin Suman's car speeding out, with rain splashing like hail.

He chased her to the outside of the villa, but knew he could no longer catch up.

Fine raindrops wet his hair. The housekeeper hurried over and held an umbrella over his head.

Li Jinyu weakly ordered: "Housekeeper, don't tell my mother about what happened today."

"Yes, young master." The butler agreed, "Go in. The spring rain is freezing and it's easy to catch a cold."

He waved his hand back: "Leave me alone for a while."

The butler put the umbrella in his hand and left.

He was distracted and didn't know how long he stood there.

Just when he was completely desperate, he saw car lights coming towards him, and then he saw Lin Suman's car appear in front of him and stop.

Tears immediately welled up in his eyes, and he stared at the people in the car with fanatical hope.

It seemed as if she would disappear in the blink of an eye.

Lin Suman opened the car door, walked over, and silently held his hand, which was slightly cold in the cold rain.

She pursed her lips, holding back tears that had been falling for a long time, and whispered, "I promised you, I'll keep my word."

He held her in his arms, cautiously as if he had found something he had lost.

His deep voice was so low that it was like a whisper: "I didn't mean to torture you, Xiaoman. How could I bear to torture you."

"I'm just possessive and can't bear to give you even a little bit."

Li Jinyu finally admitted that he was sulking because of Leng Zhuo and deliberately ignored her.

Leng Zhuo coveted Lin Suman and openly provoked him. He saw it at the dinner party of Li Hai's group.

He is very insecure in this relationship.

It’s not that I’m afraid that I will waver, but I’m not sure whether Lin Suman will waver.

He was even more unsure whether Lin Suman stayed with him because she was moved by his dedication and love, or because she liked him.

He had never been the firm choice in this relationship.

Always in a weak position of being abandoned and pushed away.

If I hadn't held on to her so tightly, we might have gone our separate ways long ago.

If a strong or equally powerful rival appears, he will also hold on to Lin Suman like him.

Will Lin Suman still stay by his side?

"It's not divided, Jin. I love you. I love you very much."

She had said this while he was unconscious.

"I was the first one to fall in love with you, a long time ago, on the first day we moved into our apartment on Yellow Frog Island. The power was out, and I was afraid of the dark, so I held your hand. You clearly didn't want me to touch you, but you knew I was afraid of the dark, but you still held my hand tightly."

"At that moment, my heart was moved. I fell hopelessly in love with you. But I didn't dare to show it. I was worried that you would think I had other intentions."

Li Jinyu was shocked.