jdhmnovel Chapter 237 My life is filled with sins
Chapter 237 My life is filled with sins
"Madam, the master is back." The servant guarding outside the prime minister's residence reported.
When Chi Qili heard that Ling Wuye had returned, panic flashed across her face, and she stood up and said, "Madam, since the Prime Minister is back, I will not bother you any more."
The Prime Minister glanced at her calmly and nodded, "I'll have the maid take you out through the back door."
"Thank you, ma'am." Chi Qili left quickly with the maid.
If Ling Wuye knew that she was the one who instigated discord behind the scenes, she would be in trouble.
"Husband, you're back." Wen Shu looked at Ling Wuye, who looked a little unhappy, with worry in his eyes, "What's wrong? You look like you have a lot on your mind."
Ling Wuye looked at Wen Shu in front of him, hugged her in his arms, and choked up with sobs, "Ah Shu, I'm sorry, I forgot something very important, I'm sorry Song Lan, and I'm sorry for you."
Before Chi Qili came to the Prime Minister's Mansion, she had heard about what happened in the palace this morning. She knew that Song Lan, whom Ling Wuye mentioned, was the woman he had forgotten when he lost his memory, and that the current Princess Regent of Beiming was his biological daughter.
Song Lan had mixed emotions and wanted to raise his head to pat Ling Wuye's back to comfort him, but his hands were raised and put down again and again, and never put them down.
She also felt aggrieved that her husband, whom she had loved for so many years, actually had another woman and even a daughter.
Who is she now? How will she face this husband in the future?
"So what are you going to do?" Wen Shu pushed Ling Wuye away and broke free from her arms.
"Or in other words, what should we do?" Wen Shu said lightly, his tone full of depression.
"Ashu..." Ling Wuye was obviously in more pain, his face wrinkled and his eyes reddened, "I..."
"Ling Wuye, do you love me?" Wen Shu saw that he was hesitant and couldn't speak, so he continued to ask: "Have you loved me all these years? Or is it because I look a lot like that girl that you married me?"
Ling Wuye immediately shook his head firmly, with panic in his eyes, and once again embraced Wen Shu in his arms, "Love, I love you, very much."
"You are very different from Song Lan. She is lively and smart, and she is chivalrous and cheerful like a chivalrous woman." Speaking of Song Lan, Ling Wuye's eyes were full of guilt. He couldn't imagine how the lively girl in the past became depressed and died little by little because of him.
"Unfortunately, I let her down and was framed by someone. I fell off a cliff and lost that memory." Ling Wuye did not leave without saying goodbye. Instead, he was ambushed and hit by several arrows and fell off a cliff.
If Wen Shu, who was passing by, had not saved him, he would have died long ago.
Wen Shu knew all this. When she picked up Ling Wuye, the man was covered in wounds and had forgotten why he was injured and fell off the cliff.
“If it weren’t for my amnesia, she and I would stay together forever and enjoy unparalleled love.” Ling Wuye closed his eyes slightly, tears streaming down his cheeks.
"She is very nice, like sunshine, loves to laugh out loud, is kind and lovely, and is not afraid of the world."
Hearing this, Wen Shu felt as if her heart was stabbed by a knife. The pain intensified and she felt a little breathless.
"That's enough!" Wen Shu pushed Ling Wuye away, "What about me? Who am I?"
"The thief who stole your love?"
Ling Wuye looked at Wen Shu who was crying, raised his hand to wipe away her tears, and no matter how she pushed him away, he remained motionless and held her tightly in his arms.
"No, you are Ashu, my wife, my lover." Ling Wuye felt like he was going crazy. He actually fell in love with two completely different people.
"You are gentle and dignified, like a clear spring or a spring breeze in February. Wherever you go, you are warm and soft, and make people feel at ease." Ling Wuye rested his chin on Wen Shu's shoulder, greedily breathing in her scent. "What I love from the beginning to the end is you as you are."
"I'm sorry to Song Lan and Qingqing. I killed Song Lan." Ling Wuye said in a low voice, "Song Lan will never forgive me, and Qingqing will never forgive me either."
"I have committed many sins in my life." Ling Wuye hugged Wen Shu tightly, "Ah Shu, I am in so much pain."
Ling Wuye felt as if he was in dire straits, half of him was a raging fire, and the other half was an ice cave that had existed for thousands of years. His body seemed to be torn between the two forces and was about to be torn into pieces.
When the dusty memories flooded into his mind, Ling Wuye's brain was filled with guilt and he felt like he would rather die than live.
But it seemed that he only felt guilty, and his feelings for Song Lan gradually faded away the moment he forgot his memory.
After so many years, he had already gotten used to having Wen Shu by his side, and had loved Wen Shu for so many years. Ling Wuye knew clearly that the person he deeply loved now was Ah Shu.
For Song Lan, all the love he once had turned into guilt, irreparable guilt.
"Are you still willing to want me, even though I am so miserable?" Ling Wuye's voice was a little nervous. He had promised Wen Shu that there would only be her and no one else in his life.
But now, he has broken his promise and he is an unforgivable sinner.
"Song Lan died because of me, and Qingqing didn't want to recognize me." Ling Wuye said painfully: "I even selfishly thought that it would be better if I didn't recover this memory."
"That way, I can enjoy everything I have now with peace of mind." Ling Wuye said self-deprecatingly: "But if that's the case, then I'm really rotten."
"Do you still love me like this?"
"Ling Wuye, Chi Qili was here before you came." Wen Shu did not answer Ling Wuye's question immediately, but changed the subject.
"What is she doing here?" Ling Wuye's eyes flashed with viciousness.
"She wanted to use me to get rid of Su Yueqing and Bai Yuwei." Wen Shu said calmly, "She thought that I hated Su Yueqing for destroying my originally peaceful and happy life just like she did."
"Ashu is so kind. Even if she hates someone, she will only hate me." Ling Wuye knows Wen Shu very well. She is kind and generous, and can distinguish right from wrong.
If she wanted to take revenge on this matter, she would only take revenge on herself.
She even felt guilty towards Song Lan and Qing Qing, and felt sorry for them from the bottom of her heart.
"Why do you think I won't join forces with her to get rid of Su Yueqing and Bai Yuwei?" Wen Shu looked at Ling Wuye seriously, and his heart was indeed warm.
"Because our Ah Shu is the kindest. He will not confuse right and wrong and associate with bad people." Ling Wuye said.
"Chi Qili is in the backyard. I asked the maid to lock her in the room."
"I'll leave it to you to decide how to deal with it."
Wen Shu pinched his aching forehead and said, "I'm a little tired. I'm going to go back and rest first."
"Okay, I'll go accompany you after I've dealt with Chi Qili." Ling Wuye said softly.
Wen Shu didn't say anything else and turned to leave. She needed to think carefully about how to get along with Ling Wuye in the future.
She is not a saint. It is impossible for her to have no grudges and act as if nothing had happened.
At this time, in the backyard, Chi Qili was tied up tightly with ropes all over her body, her mouth was tightly blocked, and a maid was guarding her.
Ling Wuye pushed the door open and glanced at Chi Qili coldly, "How dare you come to the Prime Minister's residence to sow discord and want to kill my daughter?"