jdhmnovel Chapter 280 He is untying you
Chapter 280 He is untying you
He rubbed his hands awkwardly, and finally fixed his eyes on Shen Yan, "Can you... talk?"
Pei Heng led his men out, leaving space for Shen Yan.
In front of my mother's tomb.
Jiang Shu rubbed his hands, not knowing how to start.
Shen Yan, on the other hand, said in a relaxed tone, "I have received all the photos you sent me, and I have also read all the messages you sent me."
There are photos of Shen Yan when he was a child at home.
When he hadn't lost it yet.
When his mother was still alive.
His mother hugged him, his mother kissed him, and everyone celebrated his birthday...
In the past, these photos were almost thrown away by the woman who came in later. They were part of what Jiang Shu had secretly hidden.
did not expect.
What is hidden becomes eternal.
Shen Yan raised his hand and brushed away the fallen leaves on Jiang Shu's shoulders.
“I don’t hate you, but to be honest, I don’t have any feelings for you.
"I'm not jealous of how good you were to Jiang Youshi before, because I have Pei Heng. I'm not jealous of your family, because I have Pei Heng and Lu Xingchuan.
"Let's just...
"Just get along normally. If things go well, continue to do so. If things don't go well, don't force it."
Done.
Shen Yan nodded at him.
"They are waiting for me. I am leaving now."
He strode forward towards his lover, his friend.
Behind him is his mother who will always smile at him.
Jiang Shu looked at Shen Yan's back.
He clearly wanted to talk to Shen Yan, but when he was in front of him, he couldn't say a word.
After the person disappeared, he turned around and slowly squatted in front of the tombstone.
"Mother."
Touching the photo of the woman on the tombstone, tears welled up in my eyes.
Jiang Shu couldn't squat any longer and had to kneel there.
When the woman first walked in, he felt something was wrong.
But at that time, the "little brother" had just been lost and found, and was sick all day long, and the "mother" had been taking care of the sick "little brother".
Dad kept saying that his "brother" was finally found, and asked him not to make a fuss and be suspicious all day long. Could he have mistaken his son and his wife?
As an older brother, you should know how to love your younger brothers.
His younger brother was lost at that time and he was the one who took him out.
He doesn't know how to blame himself and feel guilty, and he is suspicious of everything. What is he thinking?
As a son, you should know how to be filial to your mother.
The older brother lost his younger brother. Do you know how sad the mother was at that time?
……
Doubts were smoothed over time.
He always thought that his parents didn't like him because he lost his younger brother when he was a child.
He feels guilty.
Blame yourself.
……
"I'm so damned good!"
Jiang Shu bit her lips and cried so hard that she could hardly catch her breath.
When he was nice to these people, his real mother had already died in the basement, and his real brother was suffering outside!
And he.
What is he doing!
What has he done!
"I couldn't even recognize my own mother!"
"mom!"
"I miss you so much!"
"All these years, I always thought that you didn't love me anymore because I lost my brother."
"I feel sad. I am also my mother's son. My brother has come back. Why can't you forgive me..."
But mom!
My mother is gone.
He couldn't even kneel down while crying incoherently, and leaned to the side.
But he didn't fall directly to the ground.
He didn't know when a person stood next to him, and he leaned on that person's legs.
"it's not your fault."
The secretary sighed, slowly squatted down, hesitated for a moment, and hugged Jiang Shu's shoulders.
Jiang Shu's face was covered with tears. He went from sobbing just now to crying loudly with his face buried in this man's neck.
The day my mother's body was dug up.
He didn't even have the courage to look.
That's his mother!
Buried in the basement of the house where he lived for so many years!
And he!
In this house every day, I call others "Mom"!
Calling others brother!
The secretary hugged Jiang Shu and looked up at the photo on the tombstone.
When the accident happened, he was studying in another place.
Know nothing.
Now, the eyes are red.
“That woman is already dead. There is nothing I can do. But I will not let go of the father and son who are still alive.
“Jiang’s… I will help the young master take care of it.
"As long as I am here, Jiang's will be fine."
This time, the Jiang family was in internal strife, and he took advantage of the situation to clean up the family.
Jiang Shu didn't know how long he cried.
In the end, I couldn't cry anymore and my eyes hurt so much that I couldn't open them.
Both of them sat on the ground in front of the tombstone.
The secretary hugged Jiang Shu and leaned him against his shoulder, then took out a photo album from the bag next to him.
Jiang Shu's voice was hoarse, "What?"
The secretary said, "Shen Yan gave it to me when I first came here."
Jiang Shu was stunned for a moment.
My heart was numb and there was a sour pain again.
He recalled the calmness with which Shen Yan had just spoken to him, and the words: There is no feeling between you and me.
He holds others in the palm of his hand.
Look back.
I lost my younger brother.
With shaking hands, Jiang Shu took the photo album.
Open.
Inside is Shen Yan as a child.
Wearing clean and nice clothes, some in the park, some in the study, some in the swimming pool...
Ten years old.
Eleven years old.
Twelve years old.
……
There are daily photos and birthday photos every year.
At first, Pei Heng and Pei Ning were there, and later there was Lu Xingchuan.
“The young master gave you this, I think, he wanted to tell you that he didn’t want you to feel guilty about him.
"He didn't have a bad life."
He is different from those people.
He would not use family affection to kidnap Jiang Shu.
He wanted to untie Jiang Shu.
“The lady in heaven wouldn’t blame you either.
“The one who truly loves you will only feel sorry for you.
"If you cry like this, she will feel guilty and think she has failed to protect her child.
"Don't let her worry."
Jiang Shu looked at Shen Yan's photos one by one.
Pei Heng really raised him very well.
If nothing happened three years ago...
After reading the entire photo album, Jiang Shu looked at his mother on the tombstone and asked his secretary, "Where is their new variety show being filmed?"
"Snow Mountain, the snow mountain in Yuncheng."
Jiang Shu frowned.
"I……"
"Do you want to go?" the secretary tilted his head and asked him.
Jiang Shu rested his head on his shoulder. He tilted his head, so he couldn't really see Jiang Shu's face.
But still maintain this posture.
"Are we going to see Shen Yan? Or are we going to find Pei Ning?" He has always been efficient in his work and asked directly.
Jiang Shu let out a depressed sigh.
"Shen Yan."
“Then I advise you not to go. When he talks to you, his attitude is calm. In front of the lady, he can even talk and laugh, but it does not mean that he is really calm in his heart.
“Give each of you some time.
"Being too impatient can easily push both sides too far.
"Don't be afraid.
“Isn’t it a way of expressing his willingness to give you this album?
"There's a lot of time to go, you can take your time."
As for Pei Ning...
"Pei Ning, I asked for you, Pei Ning doesn't like you."